Archive for June, 2006

Rules Of Engagement

June 30, 2006

If I want to quantify the things that actually altogether makes us willing to take risks and go dwelling into paths we wouldn’t have walked through what would I say, what should I have to say… Is there like a code, or should I just dictate my own theory and ask everyone to walk after me and follow me… It would be kind of nice you know, me with followers and shit and people looking up to me like I am some great world leader or something…. Well I am not but I would love to be one, who wouldn’t?

Anyways here is my theory:
“In order to give something your best you gotta see potential in it and well in order to give something you share with someone your best you gotta see potential in that something in that something and the willingness in that someone to give it his best.”

Now is this enough to give me the followers I need, I am not sure but I guess if I wanted to play a big leader I will need more than just this tiny theory, this is like the first law of motion, where are the other ones…. Well, surprise the second would go like…..
“In order to know that someone has the willingness to give that common thing his best you should make sure he or she are working towards it along with you and before all that the common goal is actually common and not just your goal.”

Now the third law would be around the lines of:
“To make sure that goal stands still and never dies you have to test the stability through separation, drive yourself and that other person away from that common goal, try your best to despise it, hate it, take everything regarding that goal lightly and if you both still stick to the goal and take a run towards it then it is real and true and if one of you doesn’t then it is not meant to be and you are not sharing a common goal, probably it was all a figment of your imagination…”

Now the fourth law states that:
“If you lose that goal never lose hope you will always have other goals, work hard on finding those and you will get where you want in due time, life will always have a meaning and you will always get where you want and I am always sure you will be as happy as you need to be…..”

Well the final rule is: Have a nice day…….

Do I hear any followers chanting my name…. I am waiting…..

To Possibilities…….

(And here is a tiny apology that wouldn’t do the good I have to do or undo the damage but if the Advice entry hurt anyone I would like to clearly state that it wasn’t addressed to any person in certain…. It was quite general…. The apology is addressed to a very dear person… If that ever hurt you it was quite meant to be general I am real sorry for that…)

A Word of Advice

June 28, 2006

What is it that you want from your life? Will you always want to have everything while you never give anything back? Why are you running? What are you running from? Is it responsibility? Is it the truth about yourself that you never wanna face cause you will see how ugly a person you are and how selfish a human you have always been? Why don’t you stop complaining and start acting like a fucking responsible person, someone who can take responsibility for hi/her actions and work on proving they have the guts to do something good.

Can’t you for once stop being selfish and just look around you and thank God for the blessings He has bestowed upon you? Why is it so hard to believe in something and orient yourself to have principle? Why can’t you stop thinking you are so fucking special? Why can’t you stop believing that your life is like hell when actually you make people’s life more like hell? Why are you just too stupid to realize the truth about yourself?

Are you depressing about stuff? Do you plan on jumping off a cliff, out of the window or maybe shooting yourself? Well I think you better go ahead or stop for a moment and defend your life. Stop being selfish, self centered, self obsessed and full of shit and start taking responsibility for your life and actions and for once in your God Damn fucking life get real and be all normal.

And Well,

Count the blessings God has given you and if you have a blessing you have not been thankful for,
Then you better start being the least bit grateful to God,

If you love your parents, and well you should, and if they are still alive thank God they are, some people are already orphaned before birth and some get it along the way and some may love their parents more than you even love yours and they see them die.

If you have a dream, then thank God you have one and start trying to achieve it instead of nagging over the fact that you can’t cause simply you can’t just because you sit your ass around waiting for someone else to accomplish your dream for you and waiting for someone else to achieve for you because your lazy ass can’t move around and take action.

If you find your daily food needs then thank God, that is a privilege many people do not get to have.

If you love someone then hold on to him until he/she knows you do and starts loving you back an if he/she already feel the same way for you then thank God you have this blessing.

If you have friends who care about you then thank God you do cause I have once read a wise quote that goes around the lines of, “He who has got one true friend has got more than his share.”

If you have a job that covers your expenses look at those who suffer unemployment and get on your knees and thank God for giving you that.

If you have a child raise him well and count him a blessing you gotta thank God for cause some people lie their entire lives wishing to have one and never get the privilege.

And if you wanna be happy remember that everyone has got his fair share in this world and the world hereafter and that everything is a matter of effort and choices and if you choose o be happy be sure you will and that God will never fail you cause God is fair.

Count God’s blessings that you have been given and believe it or not if you start the count you will never be able to stop cause I believe those are infinite.

And well if you insist on keeping your dumb ass selfish attitude then, I don’t know, maybe you should all go fuck yourselves.

If not then like I told you, defend your lives,

What should I toast for this time???

Well here is to you,
And here is to me,
And here is to Hope, Dreams and Faith,
Here is to being thankful,
And here is to possibilities…

June 28

June 27, 2006

My 25th birthday and well here goes a thank you note to many people out there:

My dad and mom, thanks for trying to teach me the best and trying to raise me to become a good and normal human being. I know I am weird yet I always hope I didn’t fail you both or fail your efforts but even if I did I know you always forgive me… Thanks for the love and the care. Thanks for everything.

My younger sister, thanks for always being my friend and the best person to understand me and be close when I need a hand.

To my brother, thanks for being all weird and shit, I love you man… And well your weirdness make me seem better, now that my dad observes your actions he thinks I was quite the angel when I was your age and believe me that was not his opinion back then,

To my youngest sister, I don’t know what to thank you for except for being this small tiny thing which you still are, I am more like a dad to you I guess given the size and age difference and I love that feeling, so maybe I should thank you for that.

The dearest and best of all my friends, Thanks for being there when I needed advice, when I tended to be so stupid and when you only wanted the best for me and for our friendship.

Thanks to that person who makes my day everyday…

To the guys back home, spending endless nights playing cards at ‘Dreams Café’ and ‘Le Louvre’ (Hope the spelling is right), well thanks for the card games and the funny jokes, those are what I call the good old days.

To my University group of friends I still kept till now, thanks for being there, it has always been and still is fun being around you all…

To the person who sent me my first birthday gift this year, thanks for the letter and the attachments you made my day and like you said it is the thought that counts, and well, how’re you doin’?

To the people at Informatics Dubai, I work with you and I feel like I am with family, thanks guys, it is always fun to see you all.

To my high school French Teacher, you are the best teacher I ever had to sit through a class for, really loved your class, learned a lot and well apparently forgot all that I have learnt back then but anyways I think you have always been the model for a good teacher who doesn’t o it just for the money but for the benefit of the student… So, thank you…

And well thanks Nancy for being so hot, you really make TV seem like a trip to heaven. This message would also be addressed to Haifa, and all the like…

To the selfish people I met throughout my life, thanks for teaching me that a month or even ten are not enough to know what a person is like, thanks for teaching me that I gotta filter the people I meet in the future…. And well you all sucked big time but well I am now thankful I met you because that makes me feel better about myself and makes me feel I am not just a good person but something more than good (When compared to you).

But more importantly before all these I gotta thank the creator of all, I gotta thank God for giving me all those people that I get to thank today… And for the countless blessings that have been bestowed upon me… I gotta thank God for the belief, the faith and the wonderful life.

And to all the people who made my life what it is today, it has been a great pleasure knowing you all, the good of you and the bad….

To Life,
To the cursed day, my birthday (Just kidding, it is a celebration for all),
To my friends,
To love and hope, faith and dreams, and to belief,
And to that possibility that all the future or at least most of it would be better,
To that possibility,
And to other possibilities,To all possibilities…

The Message

June 27, 2006
What is it that we are all in life for? Is it pain? Is it suffering? Is it enjoyment and entertainment? Maybe it is religion or hard work, or it could be just a life with no objective and no clear goal.

What is it that life is all about? What is it that makes our lives worth while, worth taking that leap of faith and walking the extra mile in our everyday life? Why do we exist?

Well, this is not one of those things you may think it is, you know those ones in which I a totally depressive and then I turn out to be a total weirdo who has nothing to say but that life sucks… Yeah I know it happens to be so much fun as I say I in different ways but let’s just be plain honest, it doesn’t make anyone feel better about their crappy and boring lives…. Yet I know it is quite fun to read it… I know, I know I am fucking arrogant but who cares……

I believe that I am the least depressed these days, basically more happy than I ever were for I started to see God’s wisdom in every event that was part of my fate and well God’s wisdom is beyond our simple recognition…. I met people whom I wished I would never part but seems like I only met them to learn more about life through them and I parted with those people before they could actually ruin my life for eternity…. I may have been pissed, I may have been sad but I learnt….

I have done interviews for jobs I wished I could get but I have never got… But well as much as not getting those jobs may have pissed me getting them may have been not that much of a heavenly experience either… Well I know for sure that some of them were gonna help shape the worst days of my life so here I go fate doesn’t suck that much…

I wished I would study pharmaceutical sciences but I never joined that field and instead I studied finance and here I go although my career is not that blooming yet I look myself in the mirror every morning and although I see someone so desperate for improvement I see that I am content with what I have become cause I think that improvement I am desperate for will happen someday when fate will decide that I should be there and all I have to do is work hard to prove that I deserve it….

I’ve fallen in love with the wrong person… And well I never knew it even when I should have but then I was sent signs telling me that I gotta hate that person and I started seeing the true color behind that person’s actions…. Behind the chameleon’s change of skin and color…..

Life has taught me that you can’t have everything… And well, it also taught me that the happiness inherent in anything will never be felt as long as not having everything keeps pissing us off….

I’ve learnt that love is not a noun it is a verb and that we should never ask for it for it shall not be given to us by others unless those others feel that love for us…..

Life has taught me never to regret but to learn from my mistakes and faulty choices…. Life has taught me to meet the right people, fall in love with the right girl, never get depressed over nondeserving fucked up events or people….. Life has taught me to wake up before it is too late and defend my life…. Life has taught me to respect my own self because I shall not respect others until I learn to respect myself and most importantly no one shall respect me…… Life has taught me to know who I am and what I am worth, no my goods and bads, rights and wrongs….. Life has taught me to have hope, to believe in God, to believe in love, to believe in dreams and in possibilities….. Life has taught me to always learn more cause as long as I am on earth I have a lot to learn…..

Finally life has taught me that we all are here for a reason, a message, be it good or bad we are all preaching for one idea or the other, the smart and wise are those who make the right choice and preach for the right message… Others just are stupid preachers for messages no one should ever believe in…. But what could I ever say….. We are humans, we disgust me……

If this is what life taught me what has it taught you?

To life,
To hope,
To love and dreams,
To faith and fate,
And to the never ending stream of possible future events we shall never know about unless we see for ourselves,
To POSSIBILITIES………..

A Tumor Called Life

June 17, 2006

I was browsing through a quote document I had on my PC and I came through this quote:

“For a long time it had seemed to me that life was about to begin–real life. But there was always some obstacle in the way, something to be gotten through first, some unfinished business, time still to be served, a debt to be paid. Then life would begin. At last it dawned on me that these obstacles were my life.”

This brilliant quote was said by some guy named Alfred D. Souza, and I honestly don’t know who the fuck is Mr. Souza, he kind of reminds me of Zaki Goma’a but anywayz that’s not the point. This quote applies to a lot of people I have seen… Life is like cancer, the pain keeps increasing, and life becomes its a tumor, a real tumor of its own…

Darkness falls and life starts to seem like an endless series of disasters that need pain killers to get us out of them…. Not just the disasters that we need to escape but we need to escape life itself…. It is a pity how we walk through our earlier years wishing we should grow up and become great people, doctors, thinkers, philosophers and in the end we all consume one profession and only one, bullshiters and we start believing in our crap, the system that we have designed for ourselves, the big lies… And then these big lies become bigger ones and they all keep growing and growing until life is no more bearable because we at a certain point in time make the one great discovery… We have all been tricked by our own selves into making our lives the greatest obstacle of all… It is not fate’s fault, it is no one else’s fault…. It is us who do it all…..

To Life,
To Tumors,
To Dying a million times a day while we are still alive…..
And to Possibilities……

The United States of Human Life

June 16, 2006

How happy is the blameless vestal’s lot!
The world forgetting, by the world forgot.
Eternal sunshine of the spotless mind!
Each pray’r accepted, and each wish resign’d”

These are the verses of Alexander Pope’s poem Eloisa to Abelard and the one’s read over by Kirsten Dunst in one of my favorite movies of all times, Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless mind….

Well this is not about the movie although it would be cool if that was something for real… It is not even about the idea the movie represents… It is about much more than that, maybe something close enough but I wonder why we have different personalities… How do people get to change their minds on life that easily? Why is it too easy to discard feelings? And why do some others torture themselves with all that shit they go through?

For a moment there you would think I am about to depress you and maybe scare you of life and love, for a moment there you will think this is about sadness.. Well ladies and gentlemen this is just about life.. It is annoying, yet it is funny. Ain’t that ironic? Here’s how it becomes both…. Go ahead, don’t be scared…

State 1: Weakness —- Define Weakness:
A state of mind that leads a human being to lose that inner peace he spent his whole life building and thus no more be immune against life’s bullshit…..

State 2: Vulnerability:
A sign of weakness and stupidity, stupidity being knowing you are turning weak and allowing your weakness to take over.

State 3: Being Restless:
The inability to sleep… No No…. The inability to feel peaceful… Still not that… The inability to live knowing that you lost that big deal of a life walking in the wrong direction and knowing it will take you forever to walk back the same road cause the dumbass that you are threw the map away somewhere on the road to nowhere thinking that it was leading somewhere.

State 4: Dreams:
Another state of mind…. They never come true anyways…

State 5: Hope:
Hope’s a whore like a good friend told me…. It is some kind of lie we use to keep going on with our lives and believing we should be happy because of that future shit that shall never happen….

State 6: Running:
A state of mind accompanies with movement of the hands and feet back and force and ass shaking as you move those too in order to hide from responsibility and dodge it thinking that by that you are safe and hurting others while you are only fucking yourself up….

State 7: Intangibility:
The feeling that your feelings and thoughts are your intangible assets and you can’t touch them although you wanna discard those of them that you know will only stay to torture you and hurt you more by the day..

State 8: Forgetting:
A Luxury that the poor and needy do not enjoy much…. Rarely are those who have it…

State 9: Soul:
The purest form of creation… It is your where you start and where you end… You rape it, you shoot it and you sometimes feed it with apples… It only dies when it is destined to… Funny though there… Why don’t you try to embrace its purity….

State 10: Emotion:
It is that thing you shouldn’t use with your brain it is like mixing posion with food, or more probably water with electricity, you get electrified and you die….

State 11: Misery:
Living your life knowing that at the age of sic your classmate beat you up and ate your sandwich and you never got your sandwich back… And then meeting people who kick your ass, take your heart and emotions and never giving them back… What re you the target of global hunting…

State 12: Happiness:
It is the state of mind in which you cry when someone shoots your wife dead… Deep inside you are eternally grateful for the murderer.. He’s your hero…

State 13: Anger:
The state of mind in which your face turns red, your veins pop out and your eyes look like they are full of evil while everyone else laughs at the funny faces you are making.

State 14: Denial:
It is that state of mind in which you eat your apple, leave the room and come back to discover you have no apple.. You think someone took it and you start searching for the hiding place… For God’s sake you ate it man…

State 15: Depression:
A state of mind in which you stay in your room, willing to talk to no one and waiting for your apple to come back running to you.. First, your apple has no feet. And Secondly, remember when you were told you ate it, nothing changed dude.. Nothing did….

State 16: Acceptance:
The phase in which you believe that whoever stole the apple ate it and it has no way to come back to you… You decide to call the cops and repor the awful murder….

State 17: Hunger:
A state in which you feel like a million hungry men are protesting inside your stomach in need for apples. Believe me you are not pregnant with a million babies.. They are in your stomach, not your Uterus… And in case you are a guy, well, you have no Uterus…

State 18: Thirst:
A state of nature in which you drink water after you are done eating… Just because you learned to do so when you were young…. But are you really in need for water?

State 19: Crime:
Stealing your apples… You do miss them, don’t you?

State 20: Observation:
Setting a trap by leaving twenty apples in the room in which your apple was stolen (The crime scene) and waiting for the criminal to come back seeking more valuables.

State 21: Revenge:
Pulling your gun and shooting the man who stole the most important valuable you had, your freaking apple. You then go to jail and get sentenced a lifetime in prison. And well, you just killed a man who stole an apple that was never stolen… Deal with it…

State 22: Envy:
The situation in which you visit a friend who has a bowl of apples on his desk… You look at the apples and in your mind call your friend the lucky bastard with the apples. The next morning your friend gets hit by a truck.. Stop visiting people you freak…

State 23: Care:
A state of mind in which one person in the airport remembers to ask for a ticket to stick to his breakables… That ticket should say “Fragile with Care.”

State 24: Heart:
That part of your body that people convince you throughout your life is the center of feelings and emotions while it is actually nothing but your petrol pump…

State 25: Mind:
The root of all the shit you bring upon yourself.. You usually think you are clever and f**king intelligent and that your brain is the source that makes you all that well guess what, it is the source of the actions and decisions that f**k you up.

State 26: Patience:
The state of mind in which you never get back your sandwich because you assume you are just trying not to let your rage out although you are actually scared of being beaten up all over again.

State 27: Faith:
The Belief that some day in your life to come you will meet the apple again and if not, well, you will see it in another life when you are both cats….

State 28: Cheating:
It is that word you use to describe when you see the apple sleeping with the fingers of another man… And you go like Damn you apple, you fucked up my life.

State 29: Hatred:
That feeling you get when you know the apple is planning to manage someone else’s teeth… It is a major moment in your life.

State 30: Love:
That feeling you feel for the apple even after it gets married to someone else’s teeth.

State 31: Intimacy:
The reason why the apple left you for another man…. You haven’t been that good at it.

State 32: Honesty:
Something no one will ever tell you, neither the apple and nor the other man and not evcen your friends helping you through the rough events with the apple..

State 33: Friendship:
That thing you start to have with another apple just before you take it to the next level. You can never be in a friendship with an apple, you always want more…

State 34: Best Friend:
That cool guy named Booboo…. Booboo is a freak but don’t worry he won’t eat you if I tell him not to….
(Salute Raven – http://lifepainting.blogspot.com/)

State 35: Possibilities:
That thing I trick you all into believing it exists… Well thanks for believing me…. But well, I ain’t falling for my shit.

State 36: Redemption:
Some thing with a Morgan Freeman, A Tim Robins and dozens of idiots watching them for more than two hours… (http://www.imdb.com/title/tt0111161/) – (I loved it though).

State 37: Death:
If it is yours then you are out of here for good and if it is the apples then you have got your revenge….

State 38: Pain:
It is how you feel when your ass get kicked at school by your classmates…. Oh wait… It is how you feel when everyone laughs cause your ass got kicked by your classmates….

State 39: Eating:
It is what you master when you are depressed and then you start complaining about being fat…

State 40: Diet:
It is every woman’s thing, some of them don’t even look at how there entire complexion will work with the diet, they are all robots, they live and die for the diet… Some women are already becoming extinct cause damn it they are already vanishing cause of the diets… What a fucking load of crap….

State 41: Customs and Traditions:
Your parents reason for telling you that every single choice of yours is a freaking wrong choice…

State 42: Laws and Regulations:
Made my man, broken by man, what the fuck does man want?

State 43: Politics:
Knowing when and how to convince the public that wars and death are in their best interest…. Well you can sell bullshit to human beings… How does the human brain work??? I will never know….

State 44: Economics:
The real reason why they all do the politics shit, there are no nukes, no mass destructive weapons nothing… The only thing existing is mass destructive shit, so don’t poop outdoors please….

State 45: Nature:
The whore we keep raping by our unsensitive, weird actions… Yeah she is a whore, she never says no…

State 46: Money:
The idealists say it ca’t buy you happiness…. My opinion: Fuck Idealists….

State 47: Children:
They are the joy of our life… We give birth to them, we wanna raise them well… We pass them our shit and crap and our foolish fears…. We are weirdos anywayz…..

State 48: Lies:
Everything the apple says in its defense for sleeping with another man’s fingers…. Fuck you Apple…. And Fuck the shit you feed us….

State 49: The Fucking Flue:
That thing that made me start writing this piece on the second of June and publish it on the sixteenth…

State 50: Guns:
That invention they say kills people… Guns do not kill people, I kill people….

The Country: The United States of Life.
The Capital: Bullshit.

One question though before I end this:
Why the fuck would you lead such a miserable life for an apple? What does this apple represent? And why would it ever be worth what you made it seem like it is worth?

Well, freaks out there…. Enjoy your apples….

See ya all……….

Thanks to my muse for being there while I wrote this piece….

Here is to my fucking muse,
And here is to the United States of Human Life,
And here’s to the hope we live by and for,
And here’s to Possibilities….

Interesting

June 16, 2006
Here is an interesting view of what we are today:

I read this verse of a poem and I was angry enough from what I see around me to really wanna share it:

عرب إذا ضرب الحذاء بوجههم
صاح الحذاء بأي ذنب أضرب

Beware Revisited (Personal message to an idiot)

June 14, 2006

Beware of angering me, Beware of annoying me, Beware of trying to control me either directly or through others, beware cause I don’t forgive and if I forgive I never forget….

Beware cause I shall never leave things unresolved and I will never bottle up shit like you may think, I will come back when your day comes and I will take your life away… Fear me, I am not that easy, I am not that simple, I am actually scary….

Beware of your jealousy of my popularity with people, don’t stop it if you don’t want to but know its limits cause if you think you could start fucking with me then my friend you are mistaken cause when you do I have a single phrase “Fuck you” and one thing to do, kick your ass…

Beware of your piano sounds cause I will walk in and break it, Beware of your musical personality, you are not fucking Beethoven, and I think you cannot be fucking anyone else either, you dick-less piece of shit…. Beware of my anger, my rage, my fucking insensitive other side that will run you over worse than if you were run over by a bus or a truck or even a train.

Beware of the evil side of me, the bad guy inside, I love him buried, you wanna wake him up and call him to the valley of your crappy actions then know in advance he will be kicking your butt….

Beware of me… Fear me…. Be scared… It is not easy to be like me, and it is much harder to deal with someone with my character…. So you better ask for forgiveness and walk in slow steps, thinking each step over before you move your pieces, cause dude when I decide, I only say checkmate once and you can never have a single move to make….

CHECKMATE!!

Here’s to My foot Kicking your ASS….
Here’s to caution,
And to Possibilities………
(In memory of the events of the 13th of June, 2006)

A Formal Letter….

June 14, 2006

Dear Sir/Madam,

We regret to inform you that we regret even knowing you in the first place. At first we thought it was a fun ride to know you but then things changed and we discovered that it was just another trial on our poor side to meet people we would be tricked by this much and who wouldn’t give a shit about knowing us.

Well it has been a pleasure learning from you although you have been the most cruel teacher we have ever met… We don’t know if during the remaining part of our lives we will have to meet someone as non-deserving as you are but we guess we will now have some immunity against regretting meeting such people cause we are not gonna be falling easily for all the crap people sell us, and well we will not just aim at “easily” but we will try our best to replace it with “at all.”

We just happened to analyze everything around us and sadly when it came to analyzing you and assessing your behavior you seemed like the most unworthy person of our trust and well we guess you get what you deserve so we must have deserved the lesson we learnt and you must deserve whatever fruits of your reactions that you reap… It is just fair enough.

Dear Sir/Madam,

Our management is sorry to inform you of our regrets, We wouldn’t want to be this harsh but well, good luck with other opportunities in the future of knowing other people….. Please gain more experience before you go for it because your experience is null….

Regards,
The Possibilities team of 1ne……

To US,
To OUR victory over OUR illusions,
To OUR winning the war even if WE lost some battles along the way,
To knowing the fake before it kills US,
And to finding the real people,
To OUR old friends,
OUR new friends,
And the errors in belief in friendship of a third group outside of these…..
To Hope…
And Well, to possibilities……..

These mistakes you make…..

June 14, 2006
“Cause you can’t jump the track, we’re like cars in a cable and life’s like an hourglass glued to the table, no one can find the rewind button boys, so cradle your heads in your hands.”

Artist: Anna Nalick
Album: Wreck of the Day
Song: Breathe

We choose to make certain mistakes, we choose not to repeat some and we can’t control a lot of them…. We love our mistakes even if we say we despise them… We do them and we announce our regrets and then we go back and do them again, we search for them and we find them, just because we can’t live without him….

We choose to know people who do not deserve knowing us, love people who are not worthy of our love and make friends with freaks of nature…

We choose to hangout in the wrong places…. We don’t like those places anyways… We choose to live our entire lives ignoring any principles that we should have and we choose to ignore the things that matter the most… And then again we go for regret…

We hate some people as we see them it is not nature that causes that and it is not that we led another life in a different world; it is because we are full of shit and we think we are so superior… We do that and maybe we get later to know a few of those people well and we discover we were wrong… And we regret…

We make everything personal, personal is personal and business is personal, and shit is personal, and we know it is not the right thing to do and we start to regret…..

Regrets…. Regrets…. Regrets….

We only regret and all we do later on is go for the same mistakes again and we keep failing and failing and failing before we finally realize that we were all full of shit and that all we do is fucking fuck-up our lives….

Congratulations on being fuckups…..

“There’s a light at each end of this tunnel, you shout ‘Cause you’re just as far in as you’ll ever be out. These mistakes you’ve made, you’ll just make them again, If you only try turning around.”

Artist: Anna Nalick
Album: Wreck of the Day
Song: Breathe

Here’s to our endless fuckups…..
Here’s to how we ruin all possibilities….
And here’s to the possibilities we don’t deserve to have aligned….