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Value

September 15, 2006

Price tags have been attached to each and everything, living or not. Want a rose, maybe a couple of dollars, want the attention of that girl, maybe you need a bunch of those roses, a whole bouquet of roses of various colors, bright colors, colors she would love, I think you need no more than 50 bux to get a good bouquet, an excellent one. You want to get her love maybe a few dinners and six or seven of those bouquets, don’t worry, you are not going beyond a thousand dollars.

Apparently, that’s what we are all about, even love has a price tag, the pricy diamond engagement ring, the thousands spent on a honey moon and I mean THOUSANDS, Capital T, Capital H, Capital every single letter.

MONEY, MONEY, MONEY, it is all that matters, prices, what will you spend today and what will you spend tomorrow, the price is the value to you, to us, to everyone all over and all around. How can you resist the shine of money, how could we when it blinds us and gets us to lose focus on anything else even the value, the moments.

‘Time is money,’ a quote I say sometimes and I hear it much more often than I say it, bringing my utter concentration to the green, forgetting about all the real pleasures that exist beyond the notion of money, beyond the world of dollars and euros. We happen to know the price, we never know the value and if we do it is always too late, it always hits us after we have been consumed by all the shit that the money could buy and all the crap that it could bring, and it is always near death that we start realizing the real value of everything all around.

In the words of Oscar Wilde, “These days man knows the price of everything, but the value of nothing.”

Mr. Oscar, I bow in respect…

They Saw Me

September 4, 2006

They saw me sit on my knees, they saw my eyes, they watched my tears, they saw my hands lifted and pointing towards the heavens, they saw me mumble some words; they heard me read my thanks. They saw me and they wondered who is it I was thanking and what is it that I was thanking him for. They stood there fearful to ask, they thought I was crazy, they thought I was insane. They thought I was different. They looked at me, they stared, they gazed, I stayed, on my knees with my hands still lifted and my lips doing their thanks.

And then they got the courage, to cut through my prayers and to ask. They only said two words, ‘Who’ and ‘Why’ and they knew I would understand, they knew I could see them gaze and stare, and to their surprise I answered, “I am thanking God, I am just glad, I am happy to be me, I am thanking Him for making me different, making me like none of you and that way through life I know you are all enslaved and I am fortunate, for I am free.”